why am a blogger ?

i think a good idea would be to start the process all off with a bit of pampering, so with a very special friend i went out for ! so it was time off, i went . yes i do live life on the edge it seems, but is it ? of course i got lost and couldn’t find , but something i really like with this , something is here, something was there in between, in my  midst, so i go in, past the sign that says. yup i am not going to duck out of this.

 

all of this, of course doesn’t frighten me, far from it, quite the opposite and causes me to ask  a bevvy of personal questions about him/her piercings and clarification  which results in a lot of “ooohs” and “aaaahs” ,, '' ohh no '' from me. 

 

i will say at this point that i have only my memories ,  so i am really a ''human being '' a ''girl '' a ''sister'' a ''grand daughter'' a ''daughter''  ''for someone i was everything'' having inside thought a lot !  i definitely will not get to adorn myself as jewellery, but i just HAD to have this done. so i chose blogging  rather than anything .

 

nearly pass out from the time span of necessary cleaning, rather than the actual event.  i look in the mirror and am very happy, beautiful as always ! however from my memory-lane , how can i pass anyone who really in my daily pages, daily needs?  

 

so my day is finishing this way ..12-3-6-9-12 ...as you will see , my day was full of random moments of delight and twists and turns...my life going on hence !!!

 

i found myself weeping uncontrollably, the weeping you do , it was a shock for me, it felt like the end, the whole world as just left me in middle cross road alone. why ? am i so funny looking ? am i so heartless ? am i so deadly ?

anyways ,coming to the point why i am here - the only answer-i have been on so many face-book pages, chat places,twitter page , but then on those pages i really can not vent out my feelings. what this doing to people then if it cannot able to ? all i  want my mind, i want to keep what sensory pleasures i can to enjoy life, and this is the way such ...ummmhaa to blogger ..!!!!! This continued with me getting me back from increasingly frustrated but somewhere somehow  i am enjoying myself !