frankly speaking ..

personally, i cannot blame anyone  or circumstances, true ..but, it was not meant to be as well and even  there are better options available to me. ??  i really do not know  what i am writing, and why i am writing ?? it’s really strange as to how i am fidgeting about the past event which took place. it feels as if i have flunked my exams.  i also shouted when my mom asked. there is something which is not going smoothly since it’s very rare that i loose my cool. i need to do something to feel better../.

 

well, i am not revealing anything now, not after i talk to someone. but,it was important to blog since it enable me to express, whether it is fury, utmost angst, frustration or whatever must be dancing in my psyche right now. in the meanwhile, i have just misplaced the electric bill which my mom gave me to pay..i can’t remember where i last put it in a flick. strange and untoward things been happening in my otherwise strange life.

 

 

the world must be going mad at my antics and me too going wrong in my own direction...why ? is it ..i have to put an end to my  madness..what it's really blowing as wind on my mind ..i am being fudged by my own  mindset.now,why am i fumbling on the blog?

 

all i am feeling terrible.that should be my blog status,if there is any /all.i fucked up things today but it happened to unforeseen circumstances

 

or provoked by something  which failed to release the public paper  at the scheduled time. i am not revealing what was the end result or the result of this outcome in my life. and is this i am ?