Lady in my heart

Need a moment before writing this post. Seriously, what are you trying to do to us here? And ended up almost bawling eyes out and calling her afterward!

It was the scariest day of my life....

Near about 70 years lady had just came and sat down beside me for nearly 20 hrs...a few days back.

 This is the story about the day and the lady .what I remembered...

Well I am writing here how that lady got close to me and still she is roaming in my mind,I am remembering her... this post is for her ...

When I was in the waiting room..

After hours upon hours of 18 hrs nervous anticipation in the waiting room, looking at LCD Status whether patient shifted to ICU & Critical care or ward or somewhere else? The doctor came out and told me that he made it through the procedure — but it was too soon to tell if it had worked. The doctor couldn’t give me many answers or possible outcomes because all vitals of patients were different. After coming out of her medically- excision, she slowly began to recognize me. She was still on life support at that time, but she could move her left side a little bit. She still couldn’t move her right side at all, and the doctors said it was highly unlikely that she would take  a lot of time to recover.

And after then 3 hrs it was that displayed on LCD, she shifted to ICU.

After listening these words from doctor, I again came back to my seat, cried cried and cried

...but it was that lady who wiped my tears and started talking to me then ... and first asked me what’s your name baby? And then and then...

After talking to her, all I get know she was Christian....

And then she asked her Name,  the  patient name,, whom I was waiting for ...and told me do not  worry my baby,  god is there to serve her, tell me her name I will pray for her everyday....I will start praying now...I will  talk to Jesus for her ..He will serve her,. heal her and get feed her .. Till my last breath both of you will be , in my everyday prayer, god is there to serve you both ... don’t cry my baby...........

At that very moment, I felt like I had my dad through that lady ... life in my hands and I just didn’t know what to do. Yet I was. I would never be able to live with myself, then after. I decided to give the OK for the procedure again, for one hour for another excision and hoping for the best. Everything was so rushed that I barely even got a chance to say goodbye to her.

Then lady’s grandson as if only family member in this world who exist was rolled into surgery.

 I braced myself for the possibility that this could be the very last time we would ever see each other again....then that lady told me to take care....

I guess till the day I leave this earth, I will always be pushing for better and not worrying about how someone else perceives what I should be.

All I wish for her to stay happy....and her only grandson to get well and live fully..

Please Lord Jesus ,Please  keep that lady, healthy wealthy and strong.... Keep her happy always.... 

picturized,, at the end !!!!

year- 2011

... life's goes by on the wings of time .Not long back we were in school then the  college came along :and then job : just like professional : its like saying goodbye to school friends was not just enough ..few of friends are still we are together..

my school friends

School life promises a lot of things : fun enjoyment .. cycling.. that stadium : that crush wala stories : that annual fate : annual sports: annual dance program : celebration of every single day : that debate or essay or drawing competition: rather i was not much good enough on sports : boys cricket tournament:    and on  and on..

(my beauties,  year-2008. 
i was taking snap)

and hence college  life promises a lot of things : fun enjoyment ..freedom  and friends we make life  for a time  . Internals and semesters by semesters goes , lectures ,submissions, hangouts , birthday parties in mid night ladies hostel ,IVs , photo sessions , college fests, that bus, weekend visit to shopping place just for book or some needy ,, how life was ....you all may say that lawn or cool point then some canteen ...or library ...sorry guys don't blame me that i didnt include myself for those your chatar patar !!!! late night study in ladies hostel , then dinner at 3AM ,, wow how life was ,,,,

all our boys- year 2008,Ooty

and of course Semester exams !!. 

Last Few months  in college feels like end of the world .. rather i was not enjoyed enough in college days ..Last semester , Farewell and infinite promises to friends and vowing to meet and then have fun even after college  gets over

In the last few months , it's like you could start all over again ...memories keep flashing in minds....sailing the journey from strangers to friends , friends to good friends and then best friends, friends to enemies ..and vice versa too..wonder how a group of 3 become 60s or more after a stupid third year and an industrial visit..from the first year to last year .. travel a time where college friends become family ..and somehow stop boasting about school friends..

And then the queen of campus or king of campus .. in final year ! Project Discussions,Heart break ,egoism ,gives you a reason to hate or to like your life but then that stupid friend comes with that stupid smile  , heart melts and seems alright again ..yet again! 

Time changes and seasons go by ..years flows by but memories remain ,faces and names remain same..

But what possibly future may hold ?

You are friends still in my memories .... 

P: S ---- it is a post a long back my dear !!!!!! 

 all because of god's mercy, grace we all there where he wanted to  !!!! my love for you all  will  never end, never fade .You, all my friend, enriched the journey of  my life with your simple and quiet presence !! Your diary of all the fun  i have kept so safely !! trust me ....        # lovingyouall 😍😊

life before

thinking for signing up for my own blog site a year  or  two years back .. just because of my laziness and my tough time , i have signed as a blogger today, its d day today !  its lovely to belong  in such an extended family ...                                             

though i do not know much more about blogging  .. still i will try hard to sustain over here !!

anyways, all i  am here to challenge myself to think different and to accept the result  !!

                            .. and here the milestone begins 

         

 and here my own organic journey starts with all the boost ... and to proof  "win me over & take me out " !!!

                            ..!!! #lovingme #lovingyou!!