wish , the smell !!

i have been hell busy for the past two weeks, not on personal front but in office. i even thought at times that i have donated my life ?? tons of work, pressure of meeting the deadlines and odd office timings are keeping me at my toes.

 

 i do not want to get bogged down with all this, so trying hard to steal some time to do what i like most. however, the more i try the more difficult it is.

 

but the resilient i am, would be back to my usual lazy self very soon! :) :)

 

everyone around me but i seems to be happy. i do not even know why i feel dull and gloomy when the weather is as pleasant as it could be. i try hard to turn that plastic smile into genuine one but cannot just wear the weight of it. i am lost into void, the emptiness inside me. the world seems to charmy  no more. i just want to run away and hide myself somewhere. i completely agree to the fact that i don’t have any reason to feel so! 

 

nothing seems to give me solace, not even my favorites activities,,,they also sound violent which are just being performed for the heck of it.

 

is this one of the feelings that only grown-ups feel at times?

 

wish the smell of feelings little different..

 

wish the smell little more distinct...