Long forgotten memories, hidden somewhere in my subconscious, flashed before my eyes when I saw it over here. I couldn’t remember when, or where, or why; all I could remember was the feeling of absolute joy and bliss I felt as a child at being in possession of a toy . I remember smiling, holding the toy tightly in my hands, and spending hours observing with fascination the rainbow of alternating colours, spinning with the wind.
It was the most beautiful and elegant thing I
had ever seen in those first years of life. And, to be honest, I think I
love it just as much today.
We all know what it means to not be ourselves, or in other words, to
pretend to be someone else. We usually discover this in school, when,
in an attempt to make friends or to become popular, we pretend to like
certain bands, or we start dressing in a certain way, or we voice ideas
that we know will get us kudos points.
My laptop needs space to save new files, to perform new functions..... My
old documents, photos and music are blocking it up from being able to
serve the purposes for which I need ...... It is asking for my help
to clear it of the unnecessary junk that I’ve been storing all these
years...........
Our past fears, grudges and negative emotions do not serve
us today..... They are in the mind; they exist only as thoughts and
memories.... Today’s reality is different to yesterday’s..... In order to live
fully today, our mind and body must be in the present.....
Today, I will free my laptop of old and unnecessary junk. Today, I will
connect to myself and recognize the thoughts, beliefs and emotions from
the past that hold me back from living fully today.
It’s been quite a few months that on almost every journey, capturing in image what I cannot seize in words. 
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